𝐊𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐢 🤍

When you take yourself out of a life that doesn’t fit anymore there are a lot of stages you go through. It’s a huge test for your mind, intuition & patience (which for me is all part of it ♡).

And while I’m in Valencia now experiencing a short hot summer break, the only thing I’m sure of is that within a couple of days I’m going to the Netherlands for three weeks. To visit family & friends and to start with an intense training on location with a group of 8 people from different countries.

After that everything is still in the open..

And that’s where the magic is at, but it’s also a test for my patience. And what happens when I am impatient? I want to get back in control. And what happens when I want to be in control? I close myself off for the flow of life and manifest the wrong things. What happens when I manifest the wrong things? I analyze why this happens and want to heal. But what happens when I focus on a part that needs healing? I become that part or better said, I become the story. And what happens when I become the story? I get more of the same and get stuck in an illusion. So the thing I need to do is to learn how to be patient. How to be OK in the not knowing and see what old patterns/stories are trying to do. And I see it now. This awareness is the freedom within having to be patient.

The cool thing is that I’m always guided. Because 3 days ago when I walked with Eros I heard a voice saying: “Smile at life and look through the illusions.”

I couldn’t really connect with it at that time, but this morning while sitting on a random terrace together with the locals.. it clicked.

Thank you, thank you, thank you.

And the excitement! Oh how the body always knows what is right. The signs have been guiding me to the Kundalini training, waiting for the Godly timing to align. And here it is! This is exactly what I am supposed to do as the energy has been moving my body litteraly for some years now and here in Spain after an activation I immediately recognized it. A year ago I even found a book on the street which is fully dedicated about explaining Kundalini, this source of divine power, through sacred scriptures such as the Bible. Can’t wait to get that book out of the closet…